Dear Reader, with tremendous joy, I am excited to announce
that there is new life growing within me!
Please allow me to tell you the timeline of this momentous miracle that
began in May 2014!
On May 18th, I did a pilgrimage to the Shrine of
St. Padre Pio with our little Liam and my wonderful aunts, Tess and
Maryann. It was a beautiful,
peaceful, prayerful day, and I asked St. Padre Pio to intercede for me, that
Michael and I might conceive another child, if it be God’s will for our little
family.
Two days later, on May 20th, I did a pilgrimage
to the Shrine of Our Lady of Czestochowa
with my little Liam and my dear friend Angela. It was my fourth pilgrimage to this beautiful place, and I
placed the same prayer intention in the loving arms of Our Mother Mary.
Thanks to the
Sympto-Thermal Method of Natural Family Planning, we’re pretty sure our
precious child was conceived on or shortly after May 28, which means I was
already blessed with the best birthday gift when I turned 35 on May 31st!
Thanks to a little research and 15
strong cramps from my right ovary in one day, we’re pretty sure our child then
nestled into a cozy spot of my womb on June 3rd – a beautiful Marian
feast day, which is the feast of Our Lady of the Holy Letter!
Things started
feeling different for me just one day after conception, for my womb felt a new
warmth on May 29th (which was confirmed the next morning with a high
temperature reading upon waking) and my womb had a new but subtle feeling of
quiet sturdiness. It was as if my
body sensed that there was a precious secret to be guarded.
Despite these
hopeful feelings, we still experienced the disappointment of a negative
pregnancy test on Cycle Day 29, which was June 7th. Michael and I resolved to accept more
willfully whatever is God’s will in the days and months to follow, and I
remember buying iced tea and blue cheese dressing at the grocery store later
that day, figuring that I might as well indulge in a little caffeine and soft
cheese as a consolation prize!
But, Almighty
God has His ways. Our sweet child
was veiled and hidden from us for the time being. God was teaching us to pray, to rely on Him more, to rely on
each other as husband and wife more, and to accept His will for us, trusting
Him like the children that we are.
As the days
continued, my period never came.
And the warm, quiet, solid feeling in my womb never disappeared. I prayed and wondered and privately
cried and opened my heart as wide as I could to accepting God’s will, whatever
it might be.
Another eight
days had now passed, and it was Cycle Day 36, the 16th day of a
sustained high temperature, and June 14th. This day was the feast day of St. Thecla, a saint who few
people know about, but who is my special baptismal patroness, since a church
named after her is where I was baptized on Father’s Day in 1979.
God was to
reveal His plans for us only in His perfect timing, and He was not to be
rushed. But on this day, this
beautiful Saturday where we woke up together and took another pregnancy test,
God revealed a beautiful miracle!
There WAS new life growing within me! It was now time for us to know.
“Congratulations!”
were the first words out of Michael’s mouth when he saw the second blue line on
the test strip. My eyes had been
glued to his because I wanted to learn the news from him and not the test strip.
With joy, we
hugged, my eyes wet with joyful tears and our bellies laughing with glee. Liam was calling us from his bedroom
now, and so we scooped him up to tell him the great news. We then threw on clothes and ran over
to daily mass to praise God for His generosity with us! Father O’Blaney was wearing white
because of St. Thecla’s happy feast day, and after mass, we asked him to bless
our littlest one – which he joyfully did!
Our precious
little one is expected to be born on St. Valentine’s Day in February
2015! Please pray for the safe
growth and delivery of both this child and me. Michael and I have declared this to be a Pregnancy of Peace,
for we have vowed no longer to worry but rather to trust more completely in God
and to savor every moment of this special time of our lives.
How beautiful
are God’s designs! We are
marveling at His generosity and blessed by His grace! Thank you for your prayers for us, and thank you for
allowing me to share with you how God has touched our lives!