I've always thought myself to be a little buzzing socialite.But now I'm not so sure that's me. Perhaps it was, and perhaps I'm changing.
Maybe I'm changing because the people around me have. I perceive them as changed because they've all got rings on their fingers and new last names.
Nobody wants to dance anymore. People just wanna sit around and drink beer in even numbered pairs. And quite honestly, they have not noticed that their topics of discussion are getting booooring.
I'm thankful to be able to relate to some of the stuff they say since I'll soon be a homeowner, too, but do we really need to talk about adult responsibilities all the time?
My peer group has changed. And I'm not having much fun with it. So I'm not going out much, I guess. And I guess that's why I'm developing this strange feeling of anti-socialness. Being by myself has become more enjoyable than trying to pretend that I'm having fun when I'm really not. Oh, how I miss the music and dancing! When a girl like me ceases to dance, she ceases to live.
